How to Make Beautiful Flower Arrangements

My boyfriend and I have been together for 5 years. We had a falling out and broke up last year for a month in September… In the mean time, he slept with my "best" friend. It crushed me. Why would someone who cared do that? Can anyone tell me? We reconciled, but with my paranoia we still fought. In January, I started getting harassed one evening before class by HER and messages saying that he’s with her, not me. How he loves her, not me. I had a complete break down because it felt like everyone was out to get me. He started sending suicidal messages saying how he couldn’t live with himself and how no one cares. I drove to his family’s home and balled my eyes out: I confessed everything. His family was in shock, and couldn’t understand why. To sum it up, his uncle went down to his job and made him come with him to talk it out and find out what the hell he was doing. I had left, and his uncle called after wards. His uncle sounded like he was in tears telling me not to give up on him, and that my boyfriend really cares. My boyfriend and I spoke a few days later and he seemed like a completely different man. He said that he just never thought I cared, let alone his family until I went and confessed to them the other night. We have been together, it’s been 4 months now. It’s been tough, but day by day it’s gotten a bit better. A few weeks ago, SHE texted him,"I don’t hate you…" Why does she have to do this? Why? He blocked her number and told her not to contact him ever again. I still worry. Now, we are doing better, but he just seems to focus on the negative things all the time. We were great, now it’s just going into a pit. He has improved drastically, though. He never took me on dates before, now he does. He never bought me flowers, now he does. Now, he has arranged I go with him out of the country to see his mother and family this summer. I was excited until it hit me. Yes, we’ve made it through 5 years… but are we serious enough to do this? Is out relationship worthy of this, or are we to premature in our relationship? I’m so confused. Please give me guidence.

Tell him to man the hell up… or dump him and find someone else… god why does everyone try to change everyone… just find someone who makes you happy.

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